pose of the day...

pose of the day!!! hahaha...

 

Monday, May 25, 2005

sulking....in a corner

*** bad scenario: others insult people who are close to you... worse scenario: what they say about that person is true.

***people think you're livin' like a queen.. but when you have a reality check, you ain't livin' like that...

***something's façade shows a very beautiful site.. but when you see it's insides, it's gross... that you can't even bear lookin' at it!

à Do these things sound familiar?? If it does, well, welcome to the club!! ß

***itÂ’s sad when people come and eventually goesÂ… especially when you are holding on to their promise that they wonÂ’t leave youÂ…

***it’s so overwhelming when they say “I care”… only to find out in the end that they don’t mean it, those were just plain words… L

I hate:

1. Plastic people!!



2. Those who always break their promises...



3. Judgmental people..



4. Those who don't want me to be happy!



5. People who puts me down...



6. Those who doesn't realize their family's worth...



7. Conceited people...



8. "Users"



9. Mang-aagaw



10. Those who don't like me!

* Why is there such a thing as sadness? Can't we just live a life that's according to what we expect it to be? We all want to be loved but most of the time we are rejected and left behind. We all want to live our dreams but we'll just fall flat on the floor and realize that those dreams ain't for us. We all want to laugh or just smile but oftentimes we cry. There are some who love to please people but would just realize that they ain't appreciated. Well, I guess that's the meaning of life. Things don't happen as how they are expected. But that doesn't mean that we should be sad 'cause that's the challenge of life. You see, I won't forget this thing that someone taught me. "You can find perfection through imperfections". We can't have a perfect life but if we just learn to see the beauty in life's imperfection, then that's exactly what we are aiming and really dreaming of.*

Friday, May 06, 2005

a Bobson Reunion :)

hey, bobson friends, if your're lookin' at this, i bet you also remember the songs:

---->SHUT UP

---->JUST THE WAY YOU ARE

---->YEAH

haha.. :-) well, it just popped to my mind..

i just saw the pics that Jaylyn sent us... i was so aliw that i made a collage.. haha...

anyway, you guys are lookin' at the images of my Bobson hunnies... hehe... they are Yra Cruz, Jaylyn Diquiatco, Arthur Solinap, Clint Albert, Ivan Siy, Jaymie Page, Alexis Page, Rhea Nakpil and Farah Ramos (that's me!!!)... anyway, these are taken from my debut... and oh, you can also spot our loving Ate Tetchie and Noelle Samson there...

Thursday, May 05, 2005

on our way back home

we were laughing soooooooooo hard last night when we were on our way home from Zambales!!

ate lena's sleeping position was so funny!! tita tessie couldn't see her.. she laughed so loud when she tried to look at ate lena cuz she couldn't see anything.. she went "lena, san ka?? hindi kita makita".. ate lena said "kaya pag may giyera (tama ba?) hindi ako mamamatay kasi hindi nila ako agad makikita".. then my tita asked her, "e pano kung ikaw nalang ung natitirang buhay?" she answered, "tatayo nalang ako at magpapakita.. sasabihin ko nalang sa kanila na patayin nalang nila ako.. ayoko namang mabuhay mag-isa no!!" then we all started laughing!! haha..

Monday, May 02, 2005

camille's debut

*chau, choie and fie!!*
(charlene, joie and farah)

i don't have a pic with the debutante.. hehe..

anyway,,,

I'm so tired!!

Iive just been to my pretty, beautiful, sexy and gorgeous bestfriend's debut party.. it was one of the debut parties wherein I really had a great time.. well, yes, I am so tired right now but it's okay cuz I had the best time ever (I'm talking about my bestfriend's party, mind you!!).. oh, i forgot to mention her name.. she's Camille Alejo, by the way..

I just don't get it.. why is it that when I had my speech, I dint cry?? Haha.. crazy question huh?? i think it's just because I don't get too emotional whenever I speak in front of a crowd.. I am like that.. but her.... ahem ahem.. she is my exact opposite!! I remember she cried during her speech on my debut.. her tears flowed endlessly! And kanina, while I was doing mine, sheÂ’s got misty eyes.. she was about to cry again!!

My favorite part was when we were partying.. we danced and danced and danced.. even Aimee, Corinne and Katrina joined us.. I was so stunned when Corinne danced!! She so rocked!! It was, actually, the first time I saw her dance like that!! It was so much fun!! It was so corny, though, cuz Jasmin, Tracy, Tricia, Maricris, Xyriz, Charlene and Ice went home too early!!! They dint get to party as much as we did!! Joie and I were so hyper!! And I think Joie was so happy cuz there was this guy who kept on dancing with her.. he would even ask us where she was whenever he couldnÂ’t see her!! Haha..

Now, I'm already home, I can't stop thinkin' about what happened a while ago.. and I just cant believe that we're already 18!! By the end of the year, all of my classmates already reached our age!! Whoah!! WeÂ’re 18??? Time flies so fast right?!! I just feel like it was just yesterday when we were just playing Chinese garter along the waiting area of our school.. we were grade schoolers then.. and now, more and more responsibilities come and will keep on coming our ways! So, I wrote in the signature board that Camille and I will stay bestfriends til we get old.. I told her I could picture our future when we're already rich.. we are soooo successful in our chosen careers.. and whenever we have free time, we would travel with our husbands and kids to different countries.. we would just spend our moolah and have fun!! Then we would sit down by the end of the day and reminisce about what happened today which would be referred to as one of "the good ol' days" already.. and remember about the high school days when we would be called "the amo" (Camille) and her pet doggie (that's me).. haha!! I am her doggie cuz dog's daw are man's bestfriend.. yih! I am her doggie and I'm proud of that cuz our duo was one of the best in our batch!! We were known as the best partners in our batch and even inside the court.. she used to be the setter and I was her spiker.. hah! I gotta admit that the way I spike before was so funny!! But hey, we were still considered as the best buddies!!

Thursday, April 28, 2005

a trip to Divisoria!!

i just got home from divisoria!! yey!! i was real real excited to go there cuz the last time i went there was like 2 to 3 years ago..

there are really cute finds in there... all i did was "magtu-turo"!! haha.. it ain't bad naman cuz the prices were so low.. they don't look cheap though.. and what makes it more enjoyable was my two great titas buy them for me.. yeah, that was the best part of it.. i just chose anything that i like, fitted them without thinking about how much i'm gonna spend.. haha.. :)

divisoria is a cheaper and bigger version of greenhills.. but of course, it doesn't mean that imma forget about greenhills.. there are still lotsa things in there that you can't find in divi.. but one thing's for sure, i'll go back to divisoria!! haha..

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

i missed training.. owww :(

i wasn't able to attend volley training today...

daym, i have prepared my things and i'm really on the go for training this morning.. but no one woke me up so i got up at 9:30 a.m.!! dammit... i already miss the oh so hirap circuits that we always have (weird huh?) and the massage from coach jhe right after training... haha...

anyway, i'm just stuck at home right now.. just bumming around... but imma watch a flick later and go to Baclaran tonight so it's alright... at least i have things to do today..

OMG i haven't gone shopping for looooong! i wasnt able to update my closet... haha.. i'm such a shopaholic!! i just wish i'd have money so i can visit greenhills... and buy everythin in there!! yih!! haha..

at last, i think imma go to boracay in june cuz my cousin from the states wants us to go there!! yey!! hopefully, my titas will give us money cuz it's really expensive!! oh, i really wanna go there!!

Sunday, April 24, 2005

selosa...

i just don't understand why i'm like this.... thought i'm not like this anymore.... until.....

i remember i used to be possessive with my friends... you know, i don't like the idea wherein my close friends get real real close with my other close friends... WHEN they act like they are CLOSE and they would make me feel like i'm out of the picture... ya know what i mean???

i got to admit i'm selosa... i thought i'm not anymore... but because of this thing............., oh, well, im back!!!

alright.. let's talk about it... i have this close friend... and recently, i observe that we don't talk and even go out anymore... what shocked me was when i heard this other friend of mine talking to someone and guess what??? they're talking as if they're soooooo close to each other.... oh yeah, so they're like the best of friends now huh??